I wish I had a talent. I was thinking about it today, and thinking about all of my friends, I know some amazing people. Those who play music, those who paint, who write, who are great athletes, those who are incredibly smart, those who act. I mean really, really amazing people. I'm not saying I'm not amazing, nor am I saying I am...but, it would be nice to be really good at something. I dont' know, people always ask if you have any "hidden talents", maybe thats my problem, maybe mine are all hiding from me, who knows.

Anyway, moving on.

I've been watching too many romantic comedies, all the while reading a book filled with cute little relationships, and I really wish I had one of those too. A cute little relationship I mean. Maybe not even a relationship, but just someone to take me out to dinner, or to take me ice skating, or to walk and look at all the pretty Christmas lights with me. I haven't been on a "date" in three years. Holy cow. It might be nice to have a guy around. I don't know.

I really miss my friends a lot. I still don't understand why they all have to be so far away. Even my best friend here lives 45 minutes away. I know there has to be a reason, surely.

Wow, I feel like this was a blog of rambles.